who I am

How does it happen. Huge things go on in the world everyday!

Yet we continue to post pictures and silly things we do daily.

Do people care? do they want to know what we do? How our Family lives.

I personally do this blog for me. What makes people read my blog?

what makes them friend request me on facebook.

I don't know

I am not who I used to be.

I used to be fun and funny. I wish I still was. Most people do not and will never know me. Not the real me.

I have issues, a lot of them. Some most of you will never know about (unless Brad is reading this)

I try to be a good person though I don't always succeed.

I try to be honest, most of the time this is true.

I want more than anything else to bea good mother.

I sometimes come across as stuck up but really I am to shy and nervous to share the real me.

I miss girls camp probably more than anyone else. I was able to be me there! Just fun and free, there was less judgment there or maybe there wasn't.

I have many regrets in life but few that matter.

I am so proud of the person Bradley has become. When i met him he was kind of a jerk to most people and now he is so fun and so funny! He is an amazing father! He is so fun loving and funny. He says what he is thinking and laughs at himself. I wish I could be more like him

My Children are my greatest accomplishments and everything I have done until them led up to them!


So this is what I am thinking and this is where I am.

It may seem selfish but it is where I am at this moment.