Saturday, November 7, 2009

who I am


How does it happen. Huge things go on in the world everyday!

Yet we continue to post pictures and silly things we do daily.

Do people care? do they want to know what we do? How our Family lives.

I personally do this blog for me. What makes people read my blog?

what makes them friend request me on facebook.

I don't know

I am not who I used to be.

I used to be fun and funny. I wish I still was. Most people do not and will never know me. Not the real me.

I have issues, a lot of them. Some most of you will never know about (unless Brad is reading this)

I try to be a good person though I don't always succeed.

I try to be honest, most of the time this is true.

I want more than anything else to bea good mother.

I sometimes come across as stuck up but really I am to shy and nervous to share the real me.

I miss girls camp probably more than anyone else. I was able to be me there! Just fun and free, there was less judgment there or maybe there wasn't.

I have many regrets in life but few that matter.

I am so proud of the person Bradley has become. When i met him he was kind of a jerk to most people and now he is so fun and so funny! He is an amazing father! He is so fun loving and funny. He says what he is thinking and laughs at himself. I wish I could be more like him



My Children are my greatest accomplishments and everything I have done until them led up to them!


So this is what I am thinking and this is where I am.

It may seem selfish but it is where I am at this moment.


Thursday, November 5, 2009

Happy Birthday Bradley

My sweet amazing husband!! For the last almost 6 years, I have watched you grow in so many ways. You started out so young!! You were just 19 when we got married!! I was no where near ready for marriage at 19! I am so glad you were! You are an awesome husband and an amazing Father. You make me feel like no one else ever has! I am so grateful for you! You Truly are my Best Friend!! Thank you for being mine and for letting me be me. Happy Birthday!!




Monday, November 2, 2009

Family pictures!


Butterfly...

Some of you may remember last year When Kylee was a Butterfly! Well this year she insisted she wear the same costume again and I did not protest.

I love going to School to see what the kids are doing!

Hay Day

On Halloween we got the kids all dressed up and got went on a hay ride! We met up with our friends Viao, Elijah, Tom, Tori, Noah, and Kateri

We Love Hay rides!!!

what if they give us trick not a treat!

Halloween night we had Dinner Kylee had tomatoes and the rest of us had grilled cheese. My amazingly creative Husband cut the sandwiches into the shape of bats(creative right)

Then we went out! At each house Kylee would say are we still Trick or treating! she really got into it this year!we had so much fun and it was unseasonable warm! overall a perfect night!

It was almost

Like Indian Summer!!


On beautiful days Like November 1st was. we decided to meet up at a wet playground to hang out with Friends Tori and I chatted the kids played it was great! It is so nice to have friends to hang out with!